I SIT HERE THINKING TO MYSELF,LIFE IS GOOD! NICE RIDE'S,HOUSE,MONEY, AND THEN IT HIT'S ME.LONLINESS IS SOMETHING NONE OF THAT CAN OR ANYTHING ELSE CAN FILL!I HAVE TRIED AND DONE ALOT OF BUT NOTHING CAN FILL THAT VOID,AND BLUE KEEP'S GETTING SHORT END OF THE STICK?THAT SUCK'S SO BAD,AND I HATE IT!EVERYTHING I DO, I DO ALONE WITH NO ONE TO SHARE IN LAUGHTER,FUN,OR ANY OF THE THING'S YOU EXPIERIENCE WHEN YOUR WITH SOMEONE ELSE.IT'S MORE OR LESS TURNED ME INTO THE HOMEBODY DELUXE,WOW THAT SOUND'S SO SUCKY.BUT IT'S TRUE!I AM RUNNING OUT OF THING'S TO ENTERTAIN MYSELF WITH AND YOU CAN ONLY REPEAT SOME OF THEM SO MANY TIME'S,AND THERE WORN OUT.THEN WHAT IS BLUE GOING TO DO? I NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT THAT.THE TOY'S I HAVE JUST DON'T DO IT ANYMORE.THE EMPTY,ALL ALONE FILLING IS STILL THERE WHEN IT'S ALL SAID AND DONE.I AM NOT BAD LOOKING,TALL,ATHLETIC,AND FUN.LOVE MY SEX BUT I AM STILL ALONE-EMPTY..I FIND MYSELF AT MY COMPUTER AGAIN,ALL BY MYSELF.WITH NO ONE OR NOTHING THE EMPTINESS IS STILL THERE WHEN IT'S ALL SAID AND DONE! I JUST WISH THE ONE THING I DON'T HAVE WAS HERE.A FRIEND,LOVER COMPANION,WHATEVER YOU MAY CALL IT.THE FILL FOR THAT LONLINESS,THAT VOID I FILL DAY AND NIGHT,THE INCOMPLETENESS.AND THE THING;S THAT YOU ENJOY WHEN THAT VOID IS FULL.IT'S KILLING ME,THE BEST PART OF ME,AND AND I HOPE IT END'S SOON,THIS IS NOT MY IDEA OF ENJOYING LIFE LIKE YOUR SUPPOSED TO. I AM DROWNING IN IT INSTEAD.WELL I AM OFF TO ANOTHER NIGHT OF WHAT WILL BLUE DO TO AMUSE HIMSELF AND MAKE IT THRU ANOTHER EMPTY NIGHT. EMPTY BLUE>>>>>>>>>>>>